From Citrus' myspace blog
I am blessed to have two idiot fathers.
Father numba two has been chain smoking since before I was born and has had throat cancer and all that crap.
His heart is so week that they wouldn't let him have a biopsy even for the longest...but he had it yesterday..survived! with a heart running at 19% no less. I had a shitty day...listening for the phone call that would tell me that he passed on the table or something
Unfortunately he was told that yes the tumor that is growing in there is malign. Just the biopsy was a huge risk and now they are gonna cut out the growth soon...which is a HUGER risk.
I am very scared for him. Pissed at him cuz he is prolly suckin down a ciggy right NOW...and also going thru a lot of shit mentally about our past and all.
It's fucked up...but I am HOPING that I will get to talk to him thru his little artificial voice box.....cuz if not...that will mean he is gone for good.
With the end in plain sight...it's time to bury the hatchet and get some sort of understanding between us.
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